Terjumpa dlm playlist lama. Paling favourite masa Form 3. hahah
TTYL.
Friday, April 30, 2010
I Need A Coloring Book.
I miss drawing & painting.
I miss entering coloring competition.
I miss putting my own drawing on my bedroom wall.
I miss holding crayons and watercolor brushes.
I love this house. The design is like the painting in storybooks. The different is, it is real.
TTYL. :)
I miss entering coloring competition.
I miss putting my own drawing on my bedroom wall.
I miss holding crayons and watercolor brushes.
I love this house. The design is like the painting in storybooks. The different is, it is real.
TTYL. :)
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Di Kala Malam Bulan Mengambang.
While I'm writing this, out there the moon is full, so beautiful and the stars shining so bright, I wish I could just find some place that I can just lay down and stare at the skies, I wish I can have a picnic and listening to my favorite song and just lay down there and watch the moon and the stars, because looking at them make me suddenly happy, and all the burdens on my shoulder just go away...I don't know why but its been so long that I haven't see such a beautiful night like this.
Today is 28th April 2010, and I have 3 papers more to go, Organizational Behavior on this upcoming Sunday, Management Accounting on Tuesday, & the last paper Public Sector Accounting on Thursday. A week gap that I'm having right now is not a HOLIDAY GAP where I can just smiling by myself watching gossipgirls & then take a break for short twittering then continue with several movies & stay up late for "mengeteh" and online until I fall asleep in front of my lappy and lastly wake up at like 11am, and look, several miss calls from mama or abah pastu nanti call balik " Tu diaaa aih hangggg, awat baru bangkit kaaa??? " Hahah.
I can't wait to finish all the papers, and then enjoying the time, we already got plans, oh I take part in " A Day at Zoo Negara", tak sabar nak basuh bontot gajah and tampar pipi zirafah sb dengki dia tinggi sgt.
I'm counting my days,...:) Bye nak tgk bulan sb x puas tgk lagi.
TTYL.
Today is 28th April 2010, and I have 3 papers more to go, Organizational Behavior on this upcoming Sunday, Management Accounting on Tuesday, & the last paper Public Sector Accounting on Thursday. A week gap that I'm having right now is not a HOLIDAY GAP where I can just smiling by myself watching gossipgirls & then take a break for short twittering then continue with several movies & stay up late for "mengeteh" and online until I fall asleep in front of my lappy and lastly wake up at like 11am, and look, several miss calls from mama or abah pastu nanti call balik " Tu diaaa aih hangggg, awat baru bangkit kaaa??? " Hahah.
I can't wait to finish all the papers, and then enjoying the time, we already got plans, oh I take part in " A Day at Zoo Negara", tak sabar nak basuh bontot gajah and tampar pipi zirafah sb dengki dia tinggi sgt.
I'm counting my days,...:) Bye nak tgk bulan sb x puas tgk lagi.
TTYL.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Morning!
Awhhhh dah lama tak tgk Toy Story! Watching this clip at least dpt menghilangkan kebosanan belajar pagi2 buta ni. Hahah padahal baru first time nak study FAR400 for this semester hah amek kau merangkak-rangkak buat published accounts & cash flow.
Okay tak boleh nak merepek banyak-banyak I have no much time left nak cover semua chapter yg gedabak punya banyak tah sampai bila lah nak hidup mcm ni. Hahah merungut pulak. Tgk wallpaper atas tuh. Heeee bye nak pegi belajar!
TTYL.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Perfect.
I think this song is the perfect one for me, for now.
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
Sunday, April 18, 2010
The Bird Is Everywhere!
Dear diary,
I don't know what to call for this feeling. But honestly I say I'm kinda uncomfortable with it. From these past two weeks I felt very lonely. I think I'm a loner, & now I worried will I'm gonna end up like that? Alone?
Before this, I was happy for being a single guy because I said no relationships no problems, can do anything I wanted to without any personal restrictions, but now suddenly, the feeling is not good as before.
Now, I am surrounding by lovebirds. LIKE EVERYWHERE! At class, at home, is like God want to punish me for things that I said earlier masa awal taun MUSIM BREAKUP ari tu.
Today I was at PTAR, alone with books that I'll never fall in love with, and when I looked around, suma org berpasangan! Shit, why oh why!
I need friends, tapi if friends dah pegi dating then apa yg tinggal?
Mama, I need you!
Oh btw, its nothing, just rasa left out. Haha. Goodluck & I wish all of you the best. If all of you happy so do I. :D
I don't know what to call for this feeling. But honestly I say I'm kinda uncomfortable with it. From these past two weeks I felt very lonely. I think I'm a loner, & now I worried will I'm gonna end up like that? Alone?
Before this, I was happy for being a single guy because I said no relationships no problems, can do anything I wanted to without any personal restrictions, but now suddenly, the feeling is not good as before.
Now, I am surrounding by lovebirds. LIKE EVERYWHERE! At class, at home, is like God want to punish me for things that I said earlier masa awal taun MUSIM BREAKUP ari tu.
Today I was at PTAR, alone with books that I'll never fall in love with, and when I looked around, suma org berpasangan! Shit, why oh why!
I need friends, tapi if friends dah pegi dating then apa yg tinggal?
Mama, I need you!
Oh btw, its nothing, just rasa left out. Haha. Goodluck & I wish all of you the best. If all of you happy so do I. :D
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Each Happy Ending Is The New Beginning
She the most prettiest firefly ever did glow,
You know, I talk to Evangeline most every night,
She kind of shy, don’t say much..
And I know that in my heart,
Someday we are going to be together..
Fairytales...we all want one. It is a very very impossible for it to be happen in reality, but the joyful & happy ending in it make us sooo inspired, plant hopes in our heart that someday our dream will came true.
We all need someone to share our dream, and I'm pretty sure, we will meet the right one someday. Maybe he/she is standing right in front of you now, but it takes time for you to open the blind sight of yours to see it.
You got to dig a little deeper,
Find out who you are,
You got to dig a little deeper,
It really aint that far,
When you found out who you are,
You’ll find out what you need,
Blue skies & sunshine,
GUARANTEED!
LESSON FOR TODAY:
Be sure about the things that you need, not things that you want, because we don't wanna get what we want, then lose what we had.
THIS MOVIE MADE MY DAY. (I know its weird, but I think I wanna be that frog)
TTYL.
You know, I talk to Evangeline most every night,
She kind of shy, don’t say much..
And I know that in my heart,
Someday we are going to be together..
Fairytales...we all want one. It is a very very impossible for it to be happen in reality, but the joyful & happy ending in it make us sooo inspired, plant hopes in our heart that someday our dream will came true.
We all need someone to share our dream, and I'm pretty sure, we will meet the right one someday. Maybe he/she is standing right in front of you now, but it takes time for you to open the blind sight of yours to see it.
You got to dig a little deeper,
Find out who you are,
You got to dig a little deeper,
It really aint that far,
When you found out who you are,
You’ll find out what you need,
Blue skies & sunshine,
GUARANTEED!
LESSON FOR TODAY:
Be sure about the things that you need, not things that you want, because we don't wanna get what we want, then lose what we had.
THIS MOVIE MADE MY DAY. (I know its weird, but I think I wanna be that frog)
TTYL.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
"Pagi Tadi Ada Test.."
Today is Saturday, & is not as fairytale as it supposed to be. Everyday, when I woke up, I always imagine what the day that I'm going to be through is gonna be, & only after that I'll go for a bath & whatsoever not I need to do.
I have a hole in my heart and its getting bigger, and I don't know where the hell it came from, it just started to happen. I've tried my best pushing myself to fix it because like I said earlier, I imagine it will get better. I don't want to just let it be because I had this before, & I don't want to make the same mistake again. To go with the flow is not always the right thing to do because sometimes when you go with the flow, then it will get worst, the bad vision that you had in your mind earlier will became real. Like it used to be before and I don't know when it will stop from happening, because although I have a strong heart, deeply inside it has the limit where I just like "Please, take it away because I just can't bear it pretend it like never existed"
I missed my family, mama especially. I really want to go home, sleep on my own bed and talk with her. Playing with kids kat rumah because being HOME means no PROBLEMS. All of this bad bad bad feelings will just go away. Your mother will always there for you, never ever reject you because she's really love you & it is SINCERELY came from her heart.
But I have lots and lots of work, & hearing from mother this morning made me feel like its okay just ignore sb takdelah apa sgt pun kan.
Now I want to watch movie, relax and tidooooooo sb all the test dah habis! Yeahhh. No worries. Tinggal final papers coming soon.
Just smile and wave..TTYL!
I have a hole in my heart and its getting bigger, and I don't know where the hell it came from, it just started to happen. I've tried my best pushing myself to fix it because like I said earlier, I imagine it will get better. I don't want to just let it be because I had this before, & I don't want to make the same mistake again. To go with the flow is not always the right thing to do because sometimes when you go with the flow, then it will get worst, the bad vision that you had in your mind earlier will became real. Like it used to be before and I don't know when it will stop from happening, because although I have a strong heart, deeply inside it has the limit where I just like "Please, take it away because I just can't bear it pretend it like never existed"
I missed my family, mama especially. I really want to go home, sleep on my own bed and talk with her. Playing with kids kat rumah because being HOME means no PROBLEMS. All of this bad bad bad feelings will just go away. Your mother will always there for you, never ever reject you because she's really love you & it is SINCERELY came from her heart.
But I have lots and lots of work, & hearing from mother this morning made me feel like its okay just ignore sb takdelah apa sgt pun kan.
Now I want to watch movie, relax and tidooooooo sb all the test dah habis! Yeahhh. No worries. Tinggal final papers coming soon.
Just smile and wave..TTYL!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
"Everyone's Changing, I Still The Same."
Alhamdulillah yesterday my BEL presentation went well, I guess. I don't really expect much since I'm not well prepared. This week is a hectic one, lots of work, lots of test, lots of things need to be cover up for studying. I'm happy when all of my classmates was really focus when I'm presenting on "HOW TO LIVE 100 YEARS". Sebab mcm unexpected. Thanks anyway. Really made my day. :)
Rindu The Corrs! The song pulak kena kan.hahah. Oh lagi satu:
TTYL.
Rindu The Corrs! The song pulak kena kan.hahah. Oh lagi satu:
TTYL.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
I Like You
I have no reasons why am I fall for you.
I couldn't describe the feeling when I'm with you, but honestly everytime when I'm thinking of you, I'm smiling too much and people around might think I'm crazy, but I just don't care. The moment you were in my head the world is like mine.
Looking at you made me so happy, its like you're the most beautiful thing I've ever see.
You're my precious, I can dream about you all day long.
Only God knows what it feels like if I could be with you, even me myself cannot imagine how it would be like.
Say what you need to say, because I can never say never to you. You're the best thing I could ever had.
I couldn't describe the feeling when I'm with you, but honestly everytime when I'm thinking of you, I'm smiling too much and people around might think I'm crazy, but I just don't care. The moment you were in my head the world is like mine.
Looking at you made me so happy, its like you're the most beautiful thing I've ever see.
You're my precious, I can dream about you all day long.
Only God knows what it feels like if I could be with you, even me myself cannot imagine how it would be like.
Say what you need to say, because I can never say never to you. You're the best thing I could ever had.
Monday, April 5, 2010
I Wanna Be A Billionaire!
Sedih.
Sebab tadi masa saya drive lalu jalan sempit kat depan rumah, (sebab jiran park kereta kiri kanan), ada pak cik nie jeling pastu mulut mengomel2 macam benci saya. Benci mcm tgk org muda "Heee budak2 skrg".
Tapi pelik, sb saya slowkan kereta, bagi laluan lagi, kenapa pak cik kena tgk saya macam tu? Senyum angkat je tgn x boleh ke? At least saya xda laa kurang hajar nak laju2 sampai langgar kereta pak cik macam geng2 kereta rempit yg lain.
Dah la awak tu tua dari saya, bkn sepatutnya org tua lebih tau pasal MANNERS ke dari org muda? Tau awak Mercedes, tapi awak tak pernah pikir ke someday saya pun bakal pakai jugak? hahah. So tapayah laa berlagak sgt kan.
Saya suka org drive Mini Cooper, sb diorg tak pernah kurang hajar dgn saya. ( setakat ni lah).
This song, saya dgr dalam kereta td. Memang tepat pada masanya. Someday I'm gonna have my dream car, tapi tak perlu pun untuk saya pandang jelek dkt pengguna jln raya yg lain. Apa yg Tuhan bagi, boleh diambil dalam sekelip mata.
Sebab tadi masa saya drive lalu jalan sempit kat depan rumah, (sebab jiran park kereta kiri kanan), ada pak cik nie jeling pastu mulut mengomel2 macam benci saya. Benci mcm tgk org muda "Heee budak2 skrg".
Tapi pelik, sb saya slowkan kereta, bagi laluan lagi, kenapa pak cik kena tgk saya macam tu? Senyum angkat je tgn x boleh ke? At least saya xda laa kurang hajar nak laju2 sampai langgar kereta pak cik macam geng2 kereta rempit yg lain.
Dah la awak tu tua dari saya, bkn sepatutnya org tua lebih tau pasal MANNERS ke dari org muda? Tau awak Mercedes, tapi awak tak pernah pikir ke someday saya pun bakal pakai jugak? hahah. So tapayah laa berlagak sgt kan.
Saya suka org drive Mini Cooper, sb diorg tak pernah kurang hajar dgn saya. ( setakat ni lah).
This song, saya dgr dalam kereta td. Memang tepat pada masanya. Someday I'm gonna have my dream car, tapi tak perlu pun untuk saya pandang jelek dkt pengguna jln raya yg lain. Apa yg Tuhan bagi, boleh diambil dalam sekelip mata.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Through The Trees
Yesterday for the first time I watch Jennifer's Body & I know its kinda too late for me because the movie has been released like a year. I never wanted to watch this movie because I thought the attraction is only Jennifer herself, performed by Megan Fox, and thats the reason why I'm not the one who die to line up at the TGV or GSC to buy the tickets. She's totally hot, but klu setakat nak buat pelaris movie buat apa kan.
Disebabkan bosan sgt semalam accidently tengok jgk. And suddenly I just like it. Bukan sebab Megan, dia x bukak apa sangat pun x nmpak apa pun.hahaha;p tapi sb soundtrack dia best!
Dari semalam dgr lagu ni aja.haha. Oh New Perspective from Panic! At The Disco also one of the great song.
TTYL.
Disebabkan bosan sgt semalam accidently tengok jgk. And suddenly I just like it. Bukan sebab Megan, dia x bukak apa sangat pun x nmpak apa pun.hahaha;p tapi sb soundtrack dia best!
Dari semalam dgr lagu ni aja.haha. Oh New Perspective from Panic! At The Disco also one of the great song.
TTYL.
Friday, April 2, 2010
Twit Twit!
The time is so fast that now its already weekend right? You know that blogspot is like my diary, I pour my thoughts, my feelings & my story. Facebook on the other hand is a place where I can reunite with all my friends, sharing status, and chatting. Skype is the place where I can make free calls without limits, making free tiger show dgn webcam (oopsss!) Hahah. Okay why I'm telling you all this? Haaa if you really wanna know let me tell you the story of my life!
I've been thinking lately about to take new steps forward, I felt bored with regular things I did everyday & I just need something to make me feel fresh, new, or lets just say something that can break the silent mode of my life.
After thinking & thinking & thinking again,oh my! I just found out that I left something behind. Things that I should do to re branding myself. Therefore I came out with a few steps, to be include in the list of "Moving Forward List 2010", and this list is among the things that I need to do to improve myself. Hahah.
Okay stop crapping actually I just want to tell you that I'm on twitter now! *BORING....* (Since all of you already have twitter) Me actually just started to twit yesterday, and I just taking a new step to move forward, experience something new I guess padahal takda lah new pun kan.hahah.
Oh and I also have made my final decision to delete my MySpace & Friendster account, since both tu mcm dah tak ada makna pun. Bukak setahun 2 kali je baik tapayah buat. So sorry to MySpace & Friendster, I guess this is it, I tried so hard to like both of you but I guess I already found the better one to replace you. Although they said man can have four for the rest of their life but since I cannot be fair to both of you, I'm now divorcing both of you so that you can find your own way. Goodbye.
TTYL.
I've been thinking lately about to take new steps forward, I felt bored with regular things I did everyday & I just need something to make me feel fresh, new, or lets just say something that can break the silent mode of my life.
After thinking & thinking & thinking again,oh my! I just found out that I left something behind. Things that I should do to re branding myself. Therefore I came out with a few steps, to be include in the list of "Moving Forward List 2010", and this list is among the things that I need to do to improve myself. Hahah.
Okay stop crapping actually I just want to tell you that I'm on twitter now! *BORING....* (Since all of you already have twitter) Me actually just started to twit yesterday, and I just taking a new step to move forward, experience something new I guess padahal takda lah new pun kan.hahah.
Oh and I also have made my final decision to delete my MySpace & Friendster account, since both tu mcm dah tak ada makna pun. Bukak setahun 2 kali je baik tapayah buat. So sorry to MySpace & Friendster, I guess this is it, I tried so hard to like both of you but I guess I already found the better one to replace you. Although they said man can have four for the rest of their life but since I cannot be fair to both of you, I'm now divorcing both of you so that you can find your own way. Goodbye.
TTYL.
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