#2

I was driving back home after sending my good friend to his girlfriend house. The electronic fuel meter was blinking, and the radio played this song. It suits the weather though, gloomy Sunday morning.

Working life is good so far, even I have been marked by my new manager as I was caught up chatting at the back row during the induction training last Thursday. I am worried, but somehow it doesn't affect me much. Maybe because I managed to make new friends at work, maybe because they are all love to laugh, and they have never failed to make me laugh so far, and having them at work is a blessing. Problems fade away, for a moment.

You know that feeling when you know there are lot of things you had in your mind, but you still laughing while driving through the traffic jam on the road. For the fact that I am still be able to laugh everywhere I go, whatever that I have been through and I have to get through later, I am grateful because God created me this way. God gave me this strong heart.

Anyway, I am happy that mom finally found her new commitment. There are three kittens at my home now in Kedah, and everyday mom will call to update me the latest news of my new brother and two sisters. Lucky mom all of them already know where to poop,and how they learn about that I just don't know. Same as mom dad also have his own, two boys. Big already. I am not sure about this, but I think they are both competing with each other who is going to be the best parent and manage to successfully raise our new family members.

Hopefully things will be always good as it is now. 

#1

"You know what I wanna do the most, is to be an artist."

I remember when I was 4 years old, my mom bought me a book, an exercise book, with so many lines for writing purposes it should be, and in that book, I drew all things that I loved the most. You see as a kid, I was a weird one. I adore random things a kid nowadays would have never adored of, for example, a washing machine. 

Yes, it was a washing machine, the first thing I drew perfectly. 

I like it more when the washing machine is a semi-auto, and I like it more when the brand is National, and I like it more when the washing machine pulsator is a big one with a black colour, because it looks very...fierce, outstanding, and brave.

And so, the exercise book was full with pictures of washing machine I drew in every page of the book. So many styles, so many designs, of what I had imagine in my brain. 

The next thing that I could remember of was my obsession towards a refrigerator. I hate it the fact that during the time my parents bought a one door refrigerator, because I fancy a refrigerator with two doors. So the second season of my drawing was themed refrigerators. 

And when I was six years old, I went to a chinese kindergarten, where I learnt on how to draw flowers, apples, sun, clouds, hills, mountains, rivers and birds. From there, I got my passion for colours, I just love and love colours and paintings. I love it so much that one of my uncle, who happened to have a diploma in that course, gave me one painting that he made for me to keep it at home everytime I went to visit him. 

Those happy days, when you just do things that you love the most in life, those days where nothing can stop you from expressing yourself and your creativity and imagination, those days where you just dont have to worry about 1001++ of world problems.

So here I am, to tell all of you, my dream is to be a talented and awesome artist, have a studio and gallery of my own, at my own house, and be able to do it for living. 

Although I am an auditor now,

I wish I will be.

Goodnight world.