thankyou card

Hi.

Did I ever tell you guys what I felt about my housemates? I think I never did. So today all of them is gonna be our subject in this blog of mine.

Honestly, I love them much as we're siblings. okay i think i'm the only one who felt that way since I was raised as the only child in my family but yes, we're close enough to be considered as brothers. First, lets figure out the numbers of people living in this house, we have Aspa Ajan Syakir Pale Ustaz Naj Rain and me, total up amount to 8, and we're what we called "Penghuni Tetap".

We used to have Sharir, Haziq, Kimal, Saser and Tebe but then Sharir went to UK continued his degree and right now is doing his ACCA, the other 4 then have been transfered to Kampus Bandaraya Melaka, but we still contact each other and every weekend (mostly) this 4 persons will come here and we spend times together playing futsal badminton dota whatsoever (only them excluding me, obviously) not that I'm antisocial but I'm just not too much into sports and computer games either. wait, Pale also the one whom will not join futsal, unless it is dota or bowling. I can do bowling, yes I did. Occasionally.

Since we need more members for us to maintain the low rent+bills and for the fact that this house is kinda big, & we have enough space for more persons, so now we have new members which is Anuat, Amin, Ikhwan, and Am. So how many...oh 12 persons in this house. Meriah. Did I mention Anuat is my best friend from high school? Yes he is, and I'm lucky to have him here.

Alright. Of course as a big family in this house we do have problems but alhamdulillah everything is under control. We never fight with each other, most of the times we only have arguments ( like everyday) and thats normal. One thing that you need to know about them is they are all sweet person although you can't see that through their innocent faces. So for those who didn't know about that, try to get to know them more...er deeply I guess? hehe.

Why they're sweet? Well, among the reasons is because they celebrated my 19th birthday by gave me a suprise, really suprising because during that time I just moved into this house & just about to get to know them, okay let me tell you what happened. I was in my room (at the back) when suddenly it blackout and the whole house is dark. I was a little bit scared & I shouted calling their names and they said to me to go to the front. Then when I went there I saw the light was actually from the candles on the cake and they sang me a birthday song, it was really unexpected! Yeah, they did that. and thank you Muya for the cake and Haziq, for the plan. Terharu, sob sob.

The main purpose I wrote this is because I wanted to tell them that being with them is among the best things happen to me, honestly besides anuat, they're my closest friends and yes yazid, hafiz & syah also. ramai kan? I love being friends with you guys because you guys are nice to me. You guys never leave me, and I thanked Allah for the chance He gave me to meet all of you. So in case something happen maybe in the future, who knows, I wanted you guys to know that I really appreciate you guys for being my friend in good and bad times. Truly I knew I'm a little bit annoying (sb hyper) but then you guys still mcm "layan jela bdk ni". hahah. Thank you!

I hope this is not weird:

I always imagine that all of you will be there with me during the night before my wedding and I hope my imagination will come true. Idk why but I just want you guys to be there with me.

Hope this never ends.

All is well.

The weather is quite cold so I just stay in bed with my blanket wrapped around my warm body eating my jam-tart. The cover of financial textbook is lovely, and I don't mind to consider it in this picture.

Just spent the whole morning cleaning the house and had a little bit late breakfast with friends.

I love weekends. :)

Untuk hari esok.

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah aku berjaya mengharungi minggu pertama kembali ke dunia "persekolahan bagi peringkat 18 tahun ke atas". Setelah hampir 2 bulan bercuti aku akui mengalami gangguan biological clock memandangkan hampir sepanjang waktu cuti mata aku hanya mampu terlelap pada jam 4.30 pagi dan bangun pada jam 12 tgh hari. Secara jujurnya aku berasa sangat menyesal kerana terlepas hampir 95% melihat keindahan waktu pagi, di kala matahari beransur naik menyimbahkan cahayanya ke bumi.

Meskipun begitu, aku bersyukur kerana apa yg aku rancangkan pada waktu cuti semester lepas berjalan agak lancar dan apa yg aku targetkan berjaya dicapai. Secara ringkasnya aku agak berpuas hati dgn apa yg telah aku lakukan sepanjang masa cuti dan pada masa yg sama banyak perkara yg telah aku pelajari. Diharap agar pengajaran tersebut mampu membimbing aku untuk menjadi lebih baik dari yg sebelum ini.

Tahun 2010 seperti tahun-tahun yg lain menyimpan pelbagai peristiwa pahit dan manis yg tidak dpt dilupuskan dari ingatan dgn begitu sahaja. Segala yg berlaku sedikit sebanyak membantu dalam usaha aku memperbetulkan diri aku yg sememangnya tidak pernah mampu lari daripada sering melakukan kesilapan, tidak kira sama ada kesilapan itu terhadap diri sendiri dan juga terhadap org lain di sekeliling.

Setiap malam pada minggu-minggu terakhir bulan Disember 2010 aku tidak mampu berhenti dari memikirkan apa yg telah dilakukan oleh aku sepanjang tahun itu, dan memikirkan soal betul dan salahnya segala perlakuan dan keputusan serta kata-kata yg pernah dilemparkan, impaknya terhadap perasaan org sekeliling dan apakah aku masih mampu mempertahankan segala apa yg masih menjadi milik aku dan menghargainya sebelum kehilangannya?

Jika dilihat kepada org lain, tidak dinafikan terasa seolah-olah diri ini jauh tertinggal serta serba kekurangan. Melihat apa yg mereka ada, membuat diri lupa untuk bersyukur atas segala yg telah diri kita perolehi. Tetapi seharusnya aku tahu, apa yg lebih baik itu ialah menghargai apa yg kita telah ada dan menjaganya sebaik mungkin agar kita tidak kehilangannya.

Jikalau mampu, aku ingin betulkan kembali semuanya. Aku ingin kembali ke hari-hari lalu dimana segala yg silap mampu aku betulkan agar kisah menjadi sempurna. Agar terserlah kebaikan isinya tanpa cacat cela. Tapi hakikatnya tiada yg sempurna, kerana itulah dunia. Yg lampau itu gunanya dijadikan panduan, pembimbing menuju ke hadapan. Bersyukur terhadap peluang yg masih diberikan bg merubah masa hadapan supaya hari esok itu lebih baik dari yg sebelumnya.

Semoga tahun ini akan menjadi lebih baik dari sebelumnya...

Taik Kucing

Salam satu Malaysia.

Today is the first Monday of 2011. oh & hari first saya kembali masuk kelas. Nervous nak masok kelas tp sebenarnya more to malas nak masok kelas, tp excited jumpa classmates jgk!

Yg tak fun nya today dah start belaja. Before lecturer masok muka fresh gila hai sana hai sini gelak ketawa berdekah-dekah bila lecturer masok start mengajar aku menguap 3 kali. and terus time tula nak kuar terkencing whatsoever. boringgg.

Lucky 10.30 tak ada class so yeayyy bole balik sambung tido! Tp masuk ja rumah terpampang di depan mata kucing bertali di leher tgh mengangkang berak atas seluar track yg basah lencun akibat bumbung bocor bila hujan lebat di dapur depan mesin basuh. Literally telinga berasap muka blushing overdose menahan perasaan marah teramat sgt campur malu tgk kucing tgh menjalankan bisnes di depan mata.

Kucing tu apabila nampak aku sedang bertentang mata dgnnya mungkin berasa agak malu dgn sikapnya yg amatlah menyakitkan hati tu lalu menunduk sayu seolah-olah dirinya tidak bersalah. I have no choice than to just wait sampai dia habis lps tu grab btg penyapu menghalau dgn cara yg sopan sb bkn salah dia, dia kan haiwan, kalau manusia bole la aku sular ja dia.

Tp I believed it is the cat owner's responsibility to take care of the cat. You nak bela kucing, its fine, aku pun suka kucing, tapi jadilah owner yg bertanggungjawab make sure haiwan peliharaan you tak menimbulkan masalah dkt org lain. Kalau sekali kita tak kisah sb kita faham haiwan mana la tau apa kan,tp the owner need to understand the fact that sapa pun akan berang jika everyday balik rumah after work or class then you have to deal with najis haiwan peliharaan org lain dalam rumah. The smell of cat's poop is too busuk untuk disukai so please lah, educate your cat, beli sangkar ke, sediakan pasir untuk dia buang najis, ajar dia buang dkt pasir dlm sangkar dia tu. Semua org akan bahagia.tak gitu?

Okay yes saya terpaksa buang taik sekilo tu ke dalam tong sampah. tp dapur still berbau taik kucing dgn kuat mcm ambi pur level maximum tp version bau taik kucing. Can you see akibat dia? Arghhh benci benci.

Bye.