Hi my little bloggie, long time no see. Kan dah bgtau, entah brp bulan baru nak update. Time is one of the reasons, but the most valid and solid reason is that I have nothing to say, no ideas to write, and besides my laptop is still broke down and I couldn't manage to get it fix, not for now.
I've been distracting myself with tons of work at the office, but then suddenly a place that should be distracting me from other complicated things in life now had became the main reason I feel a little bit emotional these days. Don't know why, but I guess I'm just tired, tired of all sorts of things, when you kinda like the things that you do you will put an expectations which you think everything will turn out well but then suddenly it don't, which will led you to dissapointment, and then there you go, another phase of crappy days in your life.
Easy to say "Put No Expectations, You Will Be Happy" but then people, how to avoid that? We live with expectations every single day, even the moment you open your eyes in the morning you already have all the expectations for the day that you're gonna get through lined up one by one in your mind, ready, its like a race between those expectations which of them is gonna win today, the bad one or the good one? Who knows.
Okay enough with that. I don't like to be too emotional, I tried my best to make sure words above are simple enough to describe what am I feeling right now, but not to ruin my weekend, at least not totally ruin it.
I'm still happy, just need a little time for myself. Anyway, have a great weekend!
