Again,Saifol Haroon is here.This time in neutral mood. Today is 14th July. Last Sunday I turned to 20th years old. I'm already old without realizing the changes in me. Things around change a lot lately. Peoples also change. And now, I'm wondering did I?
I can say that I had gone through a lot of miserable moments early this semester. It started with one tragedy & now it seems the impact of that still continue to haunting me for every seconds. I questioned myself every single night before I sleep,
did I'm the one that causes all of this mess? Tired to think more & more, now I want all of you to know I agree to consider myself as GUILTY.
This blog even became one of the controversy & I don't even knew about it. Yes, I'm guilty for using maybe unapropriate words in this blog until they misnderstood about the text that I published & for that, I'm Mohamad Saiful Bin Haroon with humble seek for a forgiveness from all of you. I'm sorry. I know I can't fixed it anymore because it happen out of my control. Which means I did not do it on purpose & I did not mean to criticise anyone. Guys,I know my place, where did I came from & who am I to you. So, I'm sorry & please, accept my apology.
Right now I think its best for me to be away. Out of this. I want to change to be a better person. Enough for the humble part of my stories.
Next, I want to say thank you to my housemates for the great wishes & celebration of my birthday. It means a lot & I hope that may god bless all of you for your kindness.
Hmm, I can't wait to start my new life at Puncak Perdana. But that did not mean I can't wait to leave this house. I love this place. Its just suitable for me to be there for a while to start it all over again. Get to know myself better & improve myself. Besides, It will costs me less than right now where I need to spend more money for the fuel to go to the class everyday. It made me felt very tired &lazy to go to classes too! Haha..xcuses. No I can't be lazy, this is m last semester for dip. So I need to put more efforts.
Guess thats it for now. Goodbye.
