Moving On For Your Own Good.

Hi.
Yeah rasa mcm dah lama x visit my own blog. Well I guess its because I have nothing to say perasaan hari-hari sekarang mcm blurrr. But today, I have something that I want to share with all of you, especially the one who is going through the thing now. It is about to move on after your breakup.

Maybe I'm not the one who have the expertise in relationship problems, since I only being in a relationship once in my lifetime. After that, I stay single until now. It is not because I am afraid to be involve in a lovegame again, not because I'm terrified of the commitment or because I'm busy, but I think its just because since the break up I just don't find the right person yet.

Anyway, talking about the feeling when you are being dump, I know what it feels like. Especially if the relationship has been like years, so mmg x mampu jiwa kacau gilaaa. Its like you dah siapkan hampir sepenuhnya a beautiful sand castle at the beach but suddenly a big wave dtg and menghempas istana you, last you felt like its empty. Kosong.

Paling tambah sakit, he or she now belong to somebody else and life is just getting better without you. Sayang you for them is growing jugak, even your heart dah penoh parut kena hiris, tp itulaaa. Kalau dh syg sgt sekejap ja sakit tu hilang, and yg manis you penah rasa dgn dia tu lah yg mengaburi mata you from opening your heart & your mind to feel exactly what is happening.

If I were you, I will never show how weak I am when I'm being dump. I will show them my life is fun, is getting better. I will put more smiles on my face, melangkah dgn yakin walau ke mana I pergi. I akan menggilaaa dgn my friends, rock my day dgn stupid things yg dh lama I x buat. Yeahhh I will feel the freedom and screammm... let the world now Saifol Haroon is never careee. And honestly I dah pernah buat, and look at where it got me now, I'm happy. :)

Of course org kata you senang laa ckp, you x rasa apa I rasa. Yes I know lah mcm mana sakittt nya perasaan youuu. But hey, I nk tanya, it is worth it for you untuk you hancurkan masa dpn you, mengorbankan maruah & harga diri you begging love from somebody yg tak tau menghargai you? And cuba fikir, dia x pernah terasa effect apa pun bila you x ada, and life dia better, tp you pulak sebaliknya. Down, murung, tension, lonely?

Just stop thinking about it and move on. I believed time will heal everything. What we need is to be strong and keep holding on. Jodoh & maut di tgn Tuhan. Just moving on, find your new target in life & do something to make your life happier than before. Please, whatever it is, sakit macam mana pun you rasa, jgn lah choose to do something stupid, yg at the end membawa keburukan kpd diri sendiri. IT IS NOT WORTH IT.

Btw, bowling semalam best. Also thanks to Pale & Azim for the food we had last night. I wish semoga korang murah rezeki lagi sapa tau next sem JPA tersalah masok bg amount duit double 10000 lagi ke hahah. Bole mkn besar lagi.

Thats all for now, TTYM! (Hahah, i blaja that word dari Paris Hilton frm My New BFF Season 2. Gedik.)